Today's musings

Today is one of those days, where the reality of today and the reality of future needs are crashing together on the waves, of the shore, of my already overwhelmed life. Today, I need to finish weeding the beds, make food for my family, read with my children and do some household chores. The problem is, that I am overwhelmed and tired. I am contemplating all that homeschooling a high schooler involves. Feeling the need to "get the studies done" and remembering that I homeschool so that I may disciple my children and live life with them while we learn. The mounting realities of their growing up cause my heart to question. How will I direct them, how will I prepare them, what will I do?